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Tuesday, July 3, 2007 10:22 AM
man...i got test but don noe where to start ar.. hahaha..kind of bored to study everytime..but it's nt as bad as sec skul studies lar..it's more flexible.. hmm..yest, me,ally n nadhirah we stayed in the library during break and we juz tok crap..hahaha..we had a lot in common such as we used to be a troubled little kids..we were pressured by skul stuffs..and how i wonder why it's only gerls who have to be so sensitive about their lifes..we are sooo different frm guys in such a way that we are more sensitive towards some issues while guys do not seem to care.. okie..the tyng that we tok was how we deal with all the stupid crap in skul..lyke how ally were pressured by her self being..she went on a diet n Whoof! she's now wat she are bcoz of dat pressure..for nad,she's more of like didn't care abt dat kind of stuff..FRENS,StUDies n other stuffs..she's more positive towArds the issues she faces.. As for me,i kind of like the opposite of nad...i get really sensitive abt my frenship..for instance,i was never the center of the attention AT ALL during sec skul..ppl noes me as the MASTER sgt. of NCC..which i'm quite okae abt,at least ppl noes me..but,i wan ppl to noe me 4 who i am..not abt the little things dat i did..dat's exactly how i felt most of the tyme..sumtymes,i get irritated wen ppl only cum to me only 4 help n after dat they don't really appreciate me..u may tink i have an easy life in sec skul but it's a lot more harder than u tink..with FRENS especialy..i'm like so f*** up abt it..i get angry at YAT n NAL n HANAFI all the tymes but after dat we r okae..in fact they r my bez fren..i'm GLAD i have frens lyke NADNALIYQIN..wahahaha...but,i don't expect to spoil my frenship juz bcoz of dat sum1..hai..i don noe who caused it but definitely its him..he's not the same person i used to noe..he would always say STUPID JOKEs n LAME...but i still laugh to it..hahaha..don noe why..but who cares..i have frens who bother abt my well-being rather than him..Who cares abt him aniwae..S***!!! ARGHH...u noe i still like him till now..i don noe why..it's juz STUPID!! hai..MISS him..oso don noe why..i wish he'd be here ryte now..hmmm... STUPID ME..waiting for sum1 wen dat person doesn't even noe abt it..it's just plain STUPID.. i kinda miss u ryte now but i just don noe y |